The good half is Reiko's, and the bad half is mineReiko is so good at everything she does, I sometimes hate myself
when I'm watching herI mean, there's not a single thing I'm really
good at!
GoodbyeThe package had a short note from Reiko, tooHow are you? For you, Naoko may be the pinnacle of happiness, but
for me she's just a clumsy girlStill, we managed to finish this jumper
in time for your birthdayHandsome, isn't it? We chose the colour and
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Thinking back on the year 1969, all that comes to mind for me is a
swamp - a deep, sticky bog that feels as if it's going to suck off my
shoe each time I take a stepI walk through the mud, exhaustedIn
front of me, behind me, I can see nothing but the endless darkness of a
swampTime itself slogged along in rhythm with my faltering stepsThe
people around me had gone on ahead long before, while my time and I
hung back, struggling through the mudThe world around me was on
the verge of
gold gucci watches great transformationsDeath had already taken John
Coltrane who was joined now by so many othersPeople screamed
there'd be revolutionary changes - which always seemed to be just
ahead, at the curve in the roadBut the "changes" that came were just
two-dimensional stage sets, backdrops without substance or meaningI trudged along through each day in its turn, rarely looking up, eyes
locked on the never-ending swamp that lay before me, planting my
right foot, raising my left, planting my left foot, raising my right,
never sure where I was, never sure I was headed in the right direction,
knowing only that I had to keep moving, one step at a timeI turned 20, autumn gave way to winter, but in my life nothing
changed in any significant wayUnexcited, I went to my lectures,
worked three nights a week in the record shop reread The Great
Gatsby now and then, and when Sunday came I would do my washing
and write a long letter to NaokoSometimes I would go out
omega planet ocean watches with
Midori for a meal or to the zoo or to the cinemaThe sale of the
Kobayashi Bookshop went as planned, and Midori and her sister
moved into a two-bedroom flat near Myogadani, a more upmarket
neighbourhoodMidori would move out when her sister got married,
and rent a flat by herself, she saidMeanwhile, she invited me to their
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new place for lunch onceIt was a sunny, handsome flat, and Midori
seemed to enjoy living there far more than she had above the
Kobayashi BookshopEvery once in a while, Nagasawa would suggest that we go out on one
of our excursions, but I always found something else to do insteadI
just didn't want the hassleNot that I didn't like the idea of sleeping
with girls: it was just that, when I thought about the whole process I
had to go through - drinking in town, looking for the right kind of
girls, talking to them, going to a hotel - it was all too much effortI
had to admire Nagasawa all the more for the way he could continue
the
chanel jewelry ritual without ever getting sick and tired of itMaybe what
Hatsumi had said to me had had some effect: I could make myself feel
far happier just thinking about Naoko than sleeping with some stupid,
anonymous girlThe sensation of Naoko's fingers bringing me to
climax in a grassy field remained vivid inside meI wrote to her at the beginning of December to ask if it would be all
right for me to come and visit her during the winter holidaysAn
answer came from Reiko saying they would love to have meShe
explained that Naoko was having trouble writing and that she was
answering for herI was not to take this to mean that Naoko was
feeling especially bad: there was no need for me to worryThese
things came in wavesWhen the holidays came, I stuffed my things into my rucksack, put on
snow boots and set out for KyotoThe odd doctor had been right: the
winter mountains blanketed in snow were incredibly beautifulAs
before, I slept two nights in the flat with Naoko
chanel jewelry online and Reiko, and spent
three days with them doing much the same kind of things as beforeWhen the sun went down, Reiko would play her guitar and the three
of us would sit around talkingInstead of our picnic, we went crosscountry
skiingAn hour of tramping through the woods on skis left us
breathless and sweatyWe also joined the residents and staff
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shovelling snow when there was timeDoctor Miyata popped over to
our table at dinner to explain why people's middle fingers are longer
than their index fingers, while with toes it worked the other wayThe
gatekeeper, Omura, talked to me again about Tokyo porkReiko
enjoyed the records I brought as gifts from the cityShe transcribed a
few tunes and worked them out on her guitarNaoko was even less talkative than she had been in the autumnWhen
the three of us were together, she would sit on the sofa, smiling, and
hardly say a wordReiko seemed to be chattering away to make up for
her"But don't worry," Naoko
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